My Heart-Drive Failed

I slowly regain my energy, my heart and my life back since I came back from Miami. It was a little too much to bear when everything happened to me at once. The trip in Miami was like a "love-hate" relationship - one minute I love it and the next I hate it. But I like the trip enough to make me don't want to come back to the "reality." Then, the big tragedy - HD Failure, which I called it "Heart Drive Failure," it was like the last straw that broke my back. I'm using my roommate's computer to connect to the world but it's still not mine. I think I'll feel 100% complete when I receive my laptop back from Apple. Until then, I have to take a deep breath and be patient...