Muddy water, let stand...

It's been over a year since I moved back to SF
It's the place I've been wanting to live in
It's the place I love
and yet I'm still not happy
why ???
I keep asking myself this question over and over (and over...)
Since I moved back I've lost my ambition, creativity, inspiration... pretty much everything that make me happy. I've got everything I've been wanting for and yet I'm not happy. 
What is happiness ???

The world is moving too fast
everything around me is moving too fast
I need a break...
a break
a break from everything
to clear my head
to clear my mind

Muddy water, let stand - becomes clear...